Still Looking Forward, But In A New Way

I just realized that I spend all of my time looking forward.  Despite that fact, I never make or have goals for myself.  They way I look forward is with anxiety, worrying about what might happen 5 minutes from now or 5 years from now. 

This leaves me in a reactionary position when life throws me one of it's curveballs.  I don't enjoy the moment or plan to succeed in any future way, I just hope for things not to go horribly wrong.

Wasting time much, Mimi? 

I've never been an optimist and don't come from a family that contains optimism, as a rule, so I'm going to try making baby steps towards changing my thinking, planning to succeed, and trying to enjoy the moment.

I don't consider this a resolution, I always fail at those, just a goal for the future.

May 2011 be your best year ever, friends!