How do you speak from the heart, when your heart feels empty. I don't feel empty as in a lack of love, but as in a lack of inspiration, spark, energy, fire, drive, desire, as in a lack of joy.
This picture was taken of me last week when I didin't know my picture was being taken. When I saw it I was surprised at how much my expression in the photo matched how I am currently feeling.
Living with bipolar this happens, but I would appreciate your comments, love, prayers, healing thoughts, positive vibes and anything else that you think might help. Thank you.
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No advice, but sending positive vibes your way. And I hope you realize how much you bring to others...when you leave a comment on my blog it really cheers me up. If you have that much of a positive effect on a person known "only" through the Interwebs, just imagine how much you bring to others! ((hugs))
Huge hugs my friend to lift you up. I agree with sAm - your blog comments mean so much to me - always funny and full of wisdom. Thinking about you.
xoxo,t
You are definitely NOT alone. Even those of us without bi-polar get into these places. No inspiration, nothing good inside (or just nothing period). It think it ebbs and flows for everyone. Praying for you!
~Mimi
Oh Mimi you are so in my thoughts.. You are an amazing woman and you should know that. I know your husband and boys are so happy to have you in their lives and are so proud of you.. Hugs.
Enjoy your night...
You are not alone my friend. I may not be Bi-polar, but I have definitely felt that way before. It's not a good feeling. So I am sending extra hugs & prayers your way! Know that you are not forgotten!
When I saw that picture, I didn't even focus on your face at first. The yellow raincoat looked so cheerful. And then I noticed your lovely brown hair. It was only when you mentioned it that I saw your face.
Maybe that's a bad thing. maybe I should look deeper. I apologize.
I'm sorry this is a rough patch for you. Wish I could give you an IRL hug. Your comments with the words 'hugs and love' make my day so often. Hang in there.
Hi Sister! I don't have any advice. Just know that you aren't alone.
Even if you don't feel Him, God is always with you and will never leave you.
I pray you feel His joy today!
(((hugs)))
Love!
Beth
Life does have a way of ebbing and we feel adrift without an anchor. My friend, you are an amazing woman. One who is witty and funny and wise!! I too am bipolar and I know what you are talking about. I will be praying for you and that this feeling will pass and pass quickly!
Hugging you
SueAnn
Sorry I'm late on this!
Have you been journaling? Sometimes just writing - anything, not thinking - can get you going, or at least figure out where you are. And then you can figure out where you want to go.
I catch myself staring out the window sometimes. Just totally zoned out. I feel like I've been thinking deep thoughts, but have no consciousness of it. I call 'em my "mental time outs".
I LOVE YOU!!
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