I had a blog post up earlier that hurt some people who are very, very important to me.
My insecurities, bi-polar, and a simple misunderstanding made for an ugly place in my brain and heart.
The friends I hurt are ones that I have walked through fire with and would do so again in a heart beat.
Mental illness lets the devil into your head, telling you that no one wants you, no one likes you & no one loves you. Sometimes I forget that people actually read these little posts I write, and vent away, not considering possible consequences by those who read them.
To those I hurt, I'm sorry...truly.
I'm lost, I'm lonely and now I feel horrible about my actions. Please include me in your prayers today